Drinking coffee every day makes me think
why I am so addicted to it. What is it about coffee that sharp at 4 I want it.
It seems that my body has an alarm that reminds me of it. Within a moment I
realize, it is not about coffee. It is about habit!
I don't want to change what is going
on. Good or bad, for better or for worse- everything is finely tuned. I have
become comfortable with everything that is happening. It makes me wonder why
don't I want to change? Is it just for comfort or is it because of the fear? If
it is fear, then is it the fear to hurt myself or to hurt someone else?
This question again gives rise to
another question. Are human beings really selfish? Our whole life we do things thinking
what others will think. How does this make us selfish! OKAY! Fine! Even if we are selfish- why is it wrong to think about self? (Readers, I assume here that I am not doing anything wrong to others, but only what I feel is right.)
Like coffee needs time before it is served, I will take my time to find the answers before coming to conclusions.
